I'm still stuck with what should I do now ...
talking to my dad was a waste of my time ...
how now? still hanging like halfway now ...
dilemma again ... darn !!
the month of August is gonna end soon ... time was moving really fast ...
it's my 4th week of working life ... and I really started to feel . . . . . . . .
ppl envy that I have a job, and I envy those who are not working ... at least that I don't need to think what to do with the last stupid paper that hang me down ...
it this the time for me to grow up??
I don't wish too la ... coz I don't even know what I want ...want should I do ...
I had a department training + meeting yesterday ...
and during the training there were some roleplay to address the issues in a given scenario ...
I think I'm really not ready for something like that .... and my knowledge level was XXX
(cacat)and I can feel that 1 of the senior like dun like me lo ... what I say is not correct, and the other senior who say the same thing as what I say correct ...
I thought she was friendly from the experience of having lunch with her 2 times ... but yesterday the stare she gave me like kind of bu shuang ...
errmmm ... don't know la, maybe I'm just being sensitive ?
sigh ~~~ I had many things to be done
( i think) but it's not related to my work la .....
I do really prefer my life without 烦恼 so that I don't need to crack my head ....
rinoa ♥ sungmin
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